i'm 33 weeks pregnant.
less than 3 weeks to go before finn is officially allowed to be here. ;)
meaning, he will be considered full term. yay!

and all i want in the whole, wide world is for my husband to be here.

he is supposed to be my birthing partner.
to hold my hand.
to rub my back.
to cut the cord.

i'm still in denial.

i don't know what i'm going to do if he can't be here.



i'm starting to worry about it a lot. :(